Lost soul :) !

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Good morning one and all, I do hope you are all going to have a lovely weekend.
For me I have created a hiccup with my email server which is refusing to connect me back to the world so I haven’t received any posts, likes, comments or even a cup of coffee from a lost delivery man over the last couple of days. Even my bills haven’t turned up…which I’ll take as a blessing…until I’m overdue and my electricity gets cut off 😀
And I don’t even know if this is going to post so I may be just talking to myself. My mum says I do it all the time 😀
So I’m not ignoring anyone 😀 …just lost for a while until I can sort this out. And just to add to this ‘holiday’ I’m going away for a few days to help a horse which has cancer, he’s been calling out to me for another healing…but to be truthful he just loves a good brush and a hug, to which I will lovingly reply 😀
Until I return and sort this all out, may your email be working, your hair get a good brush, your body get a good hug…and an order of coffee knock at your door 😀 ❤

50 thoughts on “Lost soul :) !”

  1. Seeker

    I have got your reply and I am already feeling great❤️ I am sorry to hear about your computer. I am sure there will be some expert to help you out. And sending the horse and his/her owner love.
    Thank you. You are always in my thoughts❤️

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    1. Mark Lanesbury Post author

      Hi Paras, I miss you too, as well as the blog community. I have been so seriously ‘blocked’ that your comment is the first thing that has come through in ages. I don’t even know if this reply will go through 🙂
      I have rebuilt my computer five times to get it to work right and adjust my WordPress settings to ‘re-connect’ with you guys and for some reason it is letting through about 5 likes, comments a week and nothing else. I get no new posts or anything and when I literally go to someones blog and try to comment on them, most sites refuse to accept my comment…but the odd one does. Work that out! 😦
      Personally I have been going through some testing times with work on a friends horse who has now been put down as the cancer has spread too far. And the owner is going through an obvious difficult time to adjust to that loss so I have been a little busy so I suppose spirit has me on that path as I need to see something within 😀
      Thinking of you often, and I do hope your heart is shining its light for your path also 😀 ❤

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  3. Barbara Franken

    So sorry to read about your troubles… but you listened and have enjoyed some well deserved quality time with yourself, connecting with nature and a horse! Such wonderful helpers they are… working on spirit to spirit just like nature. The world is shaking quite magnetically now. We all have to anchor into our power. (Breathing into our machines, allowing them to work with us so we can stay connected to our close family we’ve all created here together!) Hope you connected with Matt from WP, he’s helped me before now. Do so appreciate your connection with me/us all and look forward to reading your next post! May the power stay with you dear Mark, love Barbara c

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    1. Mark Lanesbury Post author

      Thank you kind lady, it is good to hear another voice from the wilderness on here. I am totally at spirits mercy at the moment to which I am happy to be. It will all go where it needs to and I shall just ‘go with the flow’, plus I can feel another adventure into the wild coming on 😀
      Power connected and glowing nicely Barbara, may your ‘connections’ be built on that love too ❤

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    1. Mark Lanesbury Post author

      I’ve had to re-build, re-follow and re-invent the wheel to get up and running again Lori. There is still something wrong, I’m still only getting about 5 emails each day from a few people I follow but not the rest, and even after re-following a heap of people there are still no emails. I used to get a couple of hundred each day. As Amy said, maybe I need to ‘get a life beyond the keyboard’ lol 😀
      Regardless spirit guides us and I can feel a healing coming on for a friend and it may take some time, and like all healings it always affects both parties. Maybe just a re-balance in my life 😀
      I hope all is well in your world kind lady, sending love and healing energy to you all (and especially your daughter), may it bring love, strength and even a little smile within, they too can heal ❤

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  5. AmyRose🌹

    I hope by now everything is in working order and you are back from your horse Adventure. I so cherish you as a friend and what you always say when you come to my blog. Technology is great in all its Glory, except when it gets glitches. Then it becomes a great big headache and a hassle! Much Love! 💕😁💕

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    1. Mark Lanesbury Post author

      Thank you Amy, it has been quite an adventure, horse and technology. I’m currently writing this in the lull of the fighting, my computer has now crashed and I’m only getting brief access from an old laptop, tablet and mobile phone which are quite restrictive in their use. My mobile phone is like trying to knit with a sewing needle 😀
      I am actually on my computer at the moment but that is only a brief access as the bios is very intermittent and most times won’t let me in. I’m going to have to get serious and flash it (I better explain flash or you’ll think I’ve really lost it 😀 ). It is a quick flash of data to ‘set’ the chip so that it will lock in its functions to boot your computer up with many instructions, without it your just looking at a pile of plastic. Its like having a picnic with no food…a bit pointless 😀
      Spirit has seriously restricted me, I’m not ‘seeing’ something that I should be. And it is slowly dawning that the horse (and friends) is something I need to see. Ok, I’m a male and a bit slow, but better late than never 😀
      Plus if anyone is listening out there, here is what I think has happened with WordPress and my lack of emails at the moment. Whenever all of you guys send me an email, as in a post, like or comment and I was offline and they rebounded, I think WordPress has an algorithm there somewhere that says I no longer exist so take out my email address. I say this because I am literally not getting any emails now (even though my email is now back up and running), except those that I have gone to from old links to answer something recent. I think I’m going to have to go hunting and re-follow everyone. So all of you lovely people out there, bear with me while I get my computer back up and running and try to remember the 200 plus people that I follow 😀

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      1. AmyRose🌹

        Sounds very confusing and vexing, Mark. The thought that came to mind as I was reading your words is this … Remember the advice you gave me? Well, I took it. I’ve slowed down, and I’ve cut down many hours from being online. Life is speeding by and meanwhile I was spending just so much time answering comments and visiting blogs. I’m investing my time more in my life away from the “electronic leash”. I really wish you luck re-following everyone. I don’t get why if you are offline your emails from WP should bounce. Have you tried talking to WP about this? Something is most definitely not right. Hang in there, dear friend. Remember, ALL works for good somehow! 😉

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        1. Mark Lanesbury Post author

          I think you are right Amy, the leash was killing me. I’ve just done a re-follow on as many as I could remember…and then I’ll go heal myself…I knew I’d missed someone 😀
          And you are also right on the money that it is pointing me to something…I can feel a change in the air. And it does feel good too, thank you for reminding me that there is life beyond the keyboard ❤ 😀

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  6. MamaMickTerry

    What a fortunate horse to have you as a friend – and vice versa.
    Thank you for reaching out- I think about you often on the other side of the world and always send you friendly, grateful vibes.
    So glad to know you’re doing well. Namaste

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    1. Mark Lanesbury Post author

      Hello Michelle, I knew that lovely energy of yours was around protecting me ❤
      And it was a great connection with the horse, it has showed me much that until now I had been blind to ❤
      Spirit is also trying to speak to me in all this but I seem to be not understanding the vibe, not only did may mail server spit the dummy causing all sorts of grief but now my computer has crashed very painfully. The noise it made was somewhere between a scream and a gurgle, I didn't know whether to laugh or cry 😀
      So I'm in the act of rebuilding…but more importantly I am being blocked very distinctly by spirit from my electronic world.
      I did really enjoy the break with the healing with all the animals (and the nice lady who reciprocated with some amazing Bowen Therapy for me), so maybe I'm being asked to just 'let go' for a bit longer. Spirit showed me some incredible things while I was away and it has left me questioning something within.
      Don't you hate that when we can give all the wisdom in the world…but we must stumble with the rest when it comes to us 😀
      And the gridiron is about to start too…now that will really distract us all, especially with the warriors in your household 😀 ❤
      Love and blessings to you also kind lady, may your 'animals' also enfold you in their world of love too ❤

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      1. MamaMickTerry

        Your words and responses always sound like poetry to me – even as you describing crashing and blocking. Wishing you much happiness and sending you vibes across the miles. Thank you for sending yours ❤️

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    1. Mark Lanesbury Post author

      Thank you Michele, it was actually a blessing to ‘let go’ the technology that holds us in its thrall. And you are right, I haven’t done a post in a while because I’m going through an ‘adjustment’ and hopefully will come out the other side a little more ‘healed’ like the horse. Mind you he isn’t in a very good place physically but I hope like me he may ‘see’ that after all he has experienced he will shine all the more brighter because of it ❤
      Thank you my friend for your blessings, gratefully received and returned in kind ❤

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  8. misifusa

    Mark, sorry you’re having these issues. I hope you get them squared away soon. I thought it was me because the emails were bouncing back to me saying your server called them spam! Write when you get it all cleared. I hope all is well with you! 🙂

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    1. Mark Lanesbury Post author

      Hi Yvonne, I’m part way fixed now and I didn’t get any emails from you, or anyone else for that matter, so I’ve lost a week. I had my email setup and hosted from a server I was working on and it decided to take its bat and ball and go home 😀
      And to make it weirder I seem to have lost connections to a lot of people here on WordPress. I was getting a couple of hundred emails a day with everyone’s comments, posts, likes etc but I am only getting about 20 now so I think I may have to go re-follow everyone. Hope I don’t miss anyone 😦

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  9. Sue Dreamwalker

    Sorry to hear you have got hic-cups Mark When I saw your title I thought it typical I had been coming over at intervals to see if you had posted only to miss this one.. LOL..

    I hope you get to see our replies..
    I had a similar experience with one of my email servers at the beginning of the year..

    Maybe Big Brother is wanting to catch up with your enlightenment my friend.. and forgot to send them back on.. 🙂
    Sorry couldn’t resist that one..
    Sending BIG hugs back and hope all soon sorts itself out..
    Love and Blessings.. ❤ Sue

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    1. Mark Lanesbury Post author

      Finally back Sue after a beautiful rest in nature that I hadn’t realised I had missed so much. It was a magical setting with a beautiful lady who was very gifted in her healing which showed me much, to the horses as well as myself. I was practically pain free and singing…well, not in the rain, we’re still in drought 😀 But it brought a lovely feeling of peace being around her and the animals, especially the pup that would race up the stairs to wake me each morning with a very large lick across the face to greet me for another day of romping and chasing his ball. Maybe that is the secret to life 😀
      As for the technology, I lost quite a few posts, comments etc so I think spirit really did want me to have a break and go back to me healing on a more face to face connection, it was a beautiful thing to ‘connect’ again on a more personal level and release a bit of our chemical and electrical connection within our culture.
      Love and blessings to you also kind lady, may your ‘connections’ always be from the heart ❤

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      1. Sue Dreamwalker

        You know Mark.. I think often that is the case.. We are forced at times to disconnect.. and if we do not listen something then turns up that will make us listen.. And cause us to unplug and defuse ourselves… 🙂
        So pleased you took that time to heal in nature.. Sounds wonderful.. you were missed.. But we all of us need our sacred spaces.. And I have learnt to go with the flow of them..
        LOVE and Blessings sent your way. I can not remember if you are in Australia or NZ… but please take care.. The Earth is preparing for a bigger shake up again… ❤ Love and Hugs …

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        1. Mark Lanesbury Post author

          In Australia Sue, the land of the long white cloud (NZ) is next door, so to speak 😀
          And yes, we are eventually forced to face many things when we don’t listen, and you are also right about that ‘sacred space’, I was allowed to touch something quite profound, not once but twice in this environment and it has ‘moved’ something within me. Even to the point that I saw something within myself that I’m still shaking my head at. Maybe a post in the making 😀
          And yes, I think the Earth from the 1930’s onward, a gear shift has been made, and like all other things we go through, it will force us to look deeper if we refuse to listen. I know we all need ‘our’ time to find that breakthrough but I feel a ‘nudge’ coming on to be a little more confrontational. But like all things it will lead us home ❤
          Love and hugs to you also my friend, your journey has already asked you to look, that peace will follow you regardless of whatever else happens now ❤

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          1. Sue Dreamwalker

            Thank you Mark.. Happy that you found that extra piece which ‘moved’ you my friend… I think many of us are now gathering all of those broken fragments around us to rebuild anew from inside out..
            Take care Down Under.. We just last week had a visit from an old circle friend of ours, who emigrated out to Perth.. He is still a wanderer… But whose path is taking him further into the spiritual with his Gong Music Healing.. And he is doing a counselling course.. Which is a whole new world from his Day job.. I had not seen him in three years since his last visit to us.. And he is now much more settled now he feels his own direction.. His path has taken him through the emotional wringer, but it was a means to and end that got him to go out there in the first instance.. Life has many strange twists and turns… But each corner leads to our further unfolding the creases…. 🙂
            Much love returned.. ❤

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    1. Mark Lanesbury Post author

      Thank you Kristine. A hug was most certainly given to the majestic man called Amigo thank you, and he responded in kind. At one stage after I gave the hug he began to groome me by nibbling and ‘lipping’ me around my neck (where my injury was), and snuggling up to me in kind. Many hugs were given and received over the last few days and was a beautiful thing to feel him unwinding and be in a more loving place considering how uncomfortable he must be with his illness 😀

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    1. Mark Lanesbury Post author

      Thanks momus, and I’m home at last. And the email appears to be working even if I’ve had to use another server. I’ll have a go at re-routing again and see if I can keep my fingers out of the way when I hit the ‘delete’ key next time 😀

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    1. Mark Lanesbury Post author

      My week of no technology and nothing but nature was an awesome meeting indeed. It even had the privilege of a regular visitor of a kangaroo and her baby each morning as I enjoyed a cup of coffee as the sun rose. It is an amazing thing to hear the ‘earth’ awake and not the hum of technology. It was something that I hadn’t realised I had missed so much until that re-connecting again 😀

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          2. Mark Lanesbury Post author

            We connected very strongly, so much so that I was shocked the first time it happened nearly twelve months ago. I hadn’t been around many animals so it was quite an unusual occurrence because I was so used to just feeling ‘humans’. So for him to ‘open’ to me so profoundly I realised they are no different to us, feeling many things that we go through like ‘trust’ and ‘sharing’ etc. A whole new world awaits me 😀

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